random love analysis .

it's so crazy how love works . it's like .. you could have the roughest day , or shit .. the roughest life . going through a lot of things that can really have you down . things you think you will never make it through . things that seem SO hard and intimidating . you start doubting yourself , start believing you deserve less than what you do, and just start giving up . giving in . losing grip . losing hope . and then someone comes around ..
they come around and make this rubik's cube called life into green pastures . now everything is so much clearer . you feel happy for once . you feel humble . you feel hopeful . life facilitates more and more each and every day spent in that person's presence . you find yourself saying, "ehh , it's not so bad. i can handle this." a person that has reciprocal love for you can come along and make the yellow-brick-struggle road you've been hiking up for the past few years totally disappear . it's smooth sailing from here on out .
i don't know, maybe i'm crazy . but i just think it's amazing how love works . how it lifts you up . how it fulfills you in each and every way possible .

Hello, I'm Iman Europe and i'm a lover . and i gotta say .. it's awesome .

my life would SUCK without you .

Mrs. Thicke

this is love .

this is the way that it is supposed to be . lol

Robin Thicke , i love you with all of my heart and soul , You make my heart smile in ways that it shouldnt . at his signing today in the Bay, mebrak called me on the phone so that i could talk to him . here's how it went .

"hey baby" he said.
"hey baby ! robin thicke i love youuuu!"
"i love you too. i ride for I.E."
"omg !! i ride for RT !! "
(he stopped to talk to mebrak for a minute.)
"alright by Iman. i love you baby"
"byeeee ! i love you too! "

just that . that made me fall for his fine ass . but besides his looks and all that, he's just a really great entertainer all around with an amazin voice. i shoulda told him to make a song with me ... dangit. but it's cool .

i'll be seeing you, Robin. (:

to admit it .

should i ?
to admit it would mean sooo much . it would take it to the level that i'm not even sure if i wanna be at yet . cuz i mean .. things are cool as they are . just friends . nothing more , nothing less . someone i can run to when the world comes crashing down on me , and someone he depends on to be there .. to give him the encouragement he needs to keep perusing his dream . we make each other smile without effort , yes . we make each other happy without money , yes . but does that mean we should be more ? THAT'S the part i'm confused about . but when i think about it , and when i think of our one-of-a-kind relationship that im sure no one else walking this planet shares , it makes me think , "maybe". and when i think about what everyone says .. how they just KNOW its meant to be , i think, "maybe". but does that mean that i should admit it ? does that mean that i should admit that i love you and when i think long-term you're the first person who comes to mind ? should i admit that when i think of who makes me smile the most it's always you ? should i admit that when im with you i dont want nor need anything else ? i don't know . because i feel like it will complicate things . that day at lunch, you said," when i think of being married, i think of you. i really think we'll be together." i laughed and said ,"shut up boy." but if my true feelings would have spoken, they would've said, " you're right . i think so , too . " but i couldnt have admitted that , right ? cuz that wouldve taken us to a step that im not sure if either one of us are ready for yet . we need time to grow and mature . we need time apart and away from each other . we need not to be used to each other yet , so that when we go for it , we put our all into making it work . i dnt wanna admit it yet . cuz if i admit it now , we won't get far . i mean we are in college . and i care about this too much to just let this be a fling and i lose you completely . cuz that would be the death of me . i care to the point that i am willing to wait to admit it . until the time is just right . until i know that we are both ready for love . cuz honestly , im not right now . and neither are you . so i will wait . and i will let it tear me up inside , rip me to shreds , and then spit me out . i will let it bother me like an itch every night before i go to sleep until the day its time to admit it . i will let it drive me crazy like ants crawling on every inch of my body . i will make that sacrifice for you . because .. well .. i love you , and everyone who knows me knows that already . but i wonder .. do you ? "/

here's to us .

Here's to us.
Making three years and refusing to let it go.
Here's to the beautiful moments that we've shared together that didn't cost anything at all.
Here's to playing footsie under the leopard blanket you got me,
as we cuddle up close on the couch and watch the Steelers vs. Cardinals game.
We watch so intensley, me equally as you. Waiting for the Steelers to make the next touchdown.
Here's to the afternoons spent wrapped in your arms under the covers as we nonchalantly watch the day get away from us.
As you nibble on my ear and whisper,
"I will always love you."
Here's to the butterflies I still get when you call. The laugh I still try to cover when you sing.
One day you'll be able to hit those notes.
Here's to this undying infatuation. This unconditional love.
Here's to the smell of your cologne on your shirt that I will sleep in tonight. The feeling of never being alone.
You envelope me. My Love,
here's to us.

i will love you .

i will love you in either a tie or basketball shorts . on your worst day when your hair is all fuzzy and you need a haircut . when your face scratches me cause you need to shave . when yu wake up in the morning and kiss me with bad breath . when you tickle me and you know i hate that . when you make me call into work sick just so that we can lay in bed all day , cuddled up next to eachother in the middle of december. snowy sidewalks and shivering bodies , but the love underneath these sheets keep us warm.
with my all i will love you .
i will love you because you love me . because i know you love me and i cannot understand why . there are things i feel i need to change about myself that you adore . there are characteristics in my personality that i feel are perfectly fine that you loathe . but you stay with me anyway .. and i can't understand why . i know which buttons to push . i have the remote control to your emotions . and as much as i upset you , you always stand beside me , never fretting. making me feel miserable for putting you through this daily drama. oh , the mistakes i have made . oh , the pain i have caused. but here you stand , loving me on the brink of insanity .
after all of the fussing and fighting , after all the mistakes have been made , i will love you . after you have crossed the line , after i'm crushed to find out the news and run to friends to comfort , i will love you . after my friends say, "maybe its time to leave him alone and move on" , after they "want the best for me" , after going out and trying to "get you back" , i will love you . after all signals point to letting go , i will love you .
i will love you at the doctors office when we're trying to figure out why you have been feeling so sick . when we wait on the doctor to deliver the bad news of your chronic illness . when you feel that all hope is lost , i will love you . i will love you in our 70s . i will love you in our 80s . i will search for you in our afterlife , find you , and love you again . because i love to live you . and i live to love you .