i will love you .

i will love you in either a tie or basketball shorts . on your worst day when your hair is all fuzzy and you need a haircut . when your face scratches me cause you need to shave . when yu wake up in the morning and kiss me with bad breath . when you tickle me and you know i hate that . when you make me call into work sick just so that we can lay in bed all day , cuddled up next to eachother in the middle of december. snowy sidewalks and shivering bodies , but the love underneath these sheets keep us warm.
with my all i will love you .
i will love you because you love me . because i know you love me and i cannot understand why . there are things i feel i need to change about myself that you adore . there are characteristics in my personality that i feel are perfectly fine that you loathe . but you stay with me anyway .. and i can't understand why . i know which buttons to push . i have the remote control to your emotions . and as much as i upset you , you always stand beside me , never fretting. making me feel miserable for putting you through this daily drama. oh , the mistakes i have made . oh , the pain i have caused. but here you stand , loving me on the brink of insanity .
after all of the fussing and fighting , after all the mistakes have been made , i will love you . after you have crossed the line , after i'm crushed to find out the news and run to friends to comfort , i will love you . after my friends say, "maybe its time to leave him alone and move on" , after they "want the best for me" , after going out and trying to "get you back" , i will love you . after all signals point to letting go , i will love you .
i will love you at the doctors office when we're trying to figure out why you have been feeling so sick . when we wait on the doctor to deliver the bad news of your chronic illness . when you feel that all hope is lost , i will love you . i will love you in our 70s . i will love you in our 80s . i will search for you in our afterlife , find you , and love you again . because i love to live you . and i live to love you .